An Uneventful Existence


by Chanarthip Siriviriyapoon

“I am sometimes afraid that maybe, you have fallen for the idea of me, the thought that lingers in your mind at 1 AM. I don’t know why, I guess it’s just a fear. There’s been so many people that have peeled off my first layer, and ran away because they couldn’t handle it. Deep down inside I am a dark person, a person whose flowers never bloom, and always stay dead, even in spring. I know that you tell me, you love the way I nuzzle into your neck, and how I wear red lipstick too much, and when I laugh it’s genuine. You tell me that you love how I am a light in your life, and I can’t help but almost shiver when I think of it. I am not a light, there is no light inside me, I am nothing but dull and doomed. I just fear that when you slowly knock down my walls, you will see the real me. I am not amazing, or perfect, I am sad deep down inside. I am rotting from the inside out and my heart is nothing but scarred, and the first time I have ever felt okay is when I found you. When I found you there was some hope in me that you’d be the sun to shine into my soul, to plant seeds, and water them with love, then I’d grow, you’d grow. I am just so damn scared, that you will be scared. I know I am rough around the edges, and sometimes I cut you, and it’s deep and it hurts. But I do love you, despite this fear, despite the chance of you leaving, I love you. Just please, love me, the real me. Don’t run away, because even though there are times I think about leaving, it’s only to save you, but I won’t leave. I promise, as long as you promise.”

i.c. // there is a fear, a fear that you won’t love the real me. mostly because I don’t love the real me. (via girlchoking)

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well he really should have worn more protective clothing if he didn’t want that to happensounds to me like he was asking for it

Are we really sure he was actually shot and decapitated? Idk, sounds like something he would’ve made up. Guys make false decapitation accusations all the time, you know. 

If he didn’t want to be decapitated, he shouldn’t have worn a shirt that showed off his neck

I mean, not all woman decapitate people. I’m not like that.

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